It's not something I wish to dwell on too much right now, but I think Rebecca might have started to suspect that I've been wearing diapers in secret.  She made a cryptic remark yesterday while we were watching television, something along the lines of "Some babies don't ever grow up like you think they will" while a diaper commercial was on.  I could've played stupid and asked what she meant, but foolishly I nodded and said something bland like "Yeah."  

I don't know how she could've found out.  I've been very careful about it.  Though, maybe, not as careful as I thought I had been.  My only hope was that if she did find out about my secret wearing, she at least didn't know about my trips to Amanda Detwiler's house...as I think she would kill me if she knew that Amanda had been acting as my "mommy" as of late.  

Maybe it'd be best to lay low for a while...